Sekejap yang sangat dan hangat

Jantung yang berdegup seronok
Senyum yang tidak lagi boleh sorok.
Ohmai

Vague.

Entah pada siapa2 yg kau tuju, Rasa manis itu bertebaran, Tempias rasa itu terkena padaku, Oh aku bimbang aku yang #perasan .

Can I pick a fight now?

Kau berbicara tentang manners dan sifat munafik.

Sedang kau datang lambat,
lambat yang terlampau,
semasa apa yang kau namakan, temujanji kita.

Ironinya engkau.

Bye is Good.

We're not as close as before..
But I am here whenever you need me..

Actually we were not even there before..
We were not even that close...

But we have tried...millionth times..
N we eventually get hurt n sick...
N we seek remedy out there...

When we see each other,
We see scars...

We are just two souls who cannot keep going together.
One will get hurt, and hurt another, and the cycle will never break.
I am sorry yet I love you.

Of getting a HI gh. 😁

Honey glow on my cheeks
Shivers down to my feet

Was the mall that cold?
Was the air-cond so cold?

I played it all cool
Trying hard not to lose control

Is the escalator moving?
Is the escalator shaking?

But I saw my hand shaking
What is this feeling?

Sekali

sekali dah suka
banyak2 kali akan suka
sebab semua pun start dengan sekali
jadi jangan kau ingat senang untuk tak suka kembali...

Hot

asal budak camera je hot
asal budak archi je hot
asal pandai graphic media editing bla2 je hot
kau dah kenape? haduiii.........
sume salah matlutfi...hang la ne!
ish,

20+10 things about me. (Okay..boring)

1. Easily pissed off, easily cool down.
2. Sensitive.
3. Enjoy eating
4. Enjoy complaining even does not really mean it
5. Have a serious sweet tooth.
6. Love everything and anything about camera.
7. Get easily upset when it comes to faulty gadget.
8. Secretly feeling proud when people come to refer about gadget and techies
9. Whole body not functioning when it comes to sports and adventurous activities
10. Clumsy since first day of born
11. Highly organized but seasonal
12. Slow in making decision. Must consider all sorts of consequences
13. Secretive but give hints and allusions that people would not understand
14. High tolerance and do not like conflict. Easily feeling guilty.
15. Bad at lying. Face is  transparent.
16. Bad at starting conversation unless with the closed ones.
17. Simple at most times.
18. Did not realize of  having many polka dots stuffs until someone point it out and make fun of it
19. Like to listen to favourite songs while travelling far
20. Every significant people and events in life are given theme songs.
21. Romantic but do not know how to show it through actions
22. Like Sony gadget that much after father's doctrine.
23. Like to see people doing sports - the least to do when u can't play sports :')
24. Easily pour feelings in written words form.
25. Does not really say what is inside, because when I go straightforward, people are hurt.
26  Easily influenced to imitate the slang of one's when talking to her/him.
27. Won't pick up calls when tired and buzy. But will call back once all ready.
28. Awkward with old people and new people.
29.Likes to give advice even the one that I did not do. LOL.
30. Academic and grade conscious even I don't look that academic.
31. Sincerely adoring those who create and design like graphic designer, engineer, architect, photographer.

How Bias is Your Teacher?

"Teacher2..cikgu ne sikit2 budak laki.."
"Teacher2...saya nak tolong jugak..balik2 budak laki.."
"Teacher2...teacher kenapa suka lebihkan budak laki.."

Dari mulut2 budak perempuan tahun 3, for my 2nd practicum.

It's tiring.

"Teacher bukan suka2 nak lebihkan dorang...Dorang tu yang perlu lebih perhatian...sekarang ne sapa yang bising?"

"Budak laki..."

"Yes..dorang x macam kamu...dah besar n matang,,,pandai duk diam2...teacher banyak kerja nak jinakkan dorang .."

"Okay teacher..."

HAHA.
WELL, TBH, I can remember boys' name better than the girls'. Even if my boys are in ratio 3:1 to the girls. Askar-askar ne sungguhpun ramai, tp standout, perangai sejibik2, hari2 minta perhatian(mungkin juga kaki), mana x ingat!

Yang gegel ni ayu, proper, suara kecil2 semut, mana teacher nak ingat sayang. TBH again, when all these girls are wearing scarves, they look almost the same. Teacher could not find any remarkable features of you.
Sudahla nama Irdina, Natasya, Batrisyia yang indah2 belaka. Nama teacher pun sempoi je.

As for my boys, they did not even mind if I called them Mok (Gemuk),  Deyy, Tambi, Kecik, even if they have a better proper name. Nampak lebih mesra di situ. Kalau gegel teacher yg kena panggil macam ne, konpem ketawa dulu, balik rumah menangis. Cuz every girls has a tissue heart.

So, back to the q, how bias am I?

TBH, I boleh tahan la bias. Tapi reasonable kot.
Habis dekat bab ingat nama..then p bab suruh buat kerja.
Dari awal mula masuk, gegels sume menikus.
Teacher keluar, xpenah tanya pun sapa nak tolong teacher angkat barang, cuz I've got two strong hands, strong enough to carry my own things.
Tapi askar2 ne berlari,
berebut nak bawak barang2 teacher..
(dalam hati aku..patah dua gak laptop tu karang..)
punyelah seriau nak kasi korang carry barang2 yg fragile n mahal tuk teacher tu.

Askar ne lah yang arif kat mana letak meja teacher,
kat mana nak cari marker teacher kalau teacher tertinggal,
kat mana nak amik beg sekolah teacher,
kat celah mana nak buh buku latihan atas meja teacher.

Penyudahnya, dari awal sampai akhir la teacher kerah muka2 yg sama buat kerja.
Yg gegel teacher kasi rilek sebab baik.
Biar mereka yang bising ne buat kerja yang bermanfaat sikit.

Lagi satu, tipulah kalau teacher xde favourite kids,
We try to be EQUAL, not by giving all the SAME AMOUNT OF LOVE N ATTENTION
but instead we do JUSTICE FOR ALL, DIFFERENT AMOUNT OF LOVE N ATTENTION FOR DIFFERENT KIDS.
Yang memerlukan, kita beri.
Yang sudah ada, kita beri, cuma kurang sedikit.

Tayang sikit, teacher's favourites...
Yg gegel belakang tu,..tukang tanya, why always boys? LOL

Luqman, Harith, Tasha.

xlupe Afiq, Iskandar, Shakthi, Haziq, Alleya, Irfan.

Geng ni banyak tolong teacher, sembang gurau makan manja2 merajuk menangis dengan teacher, membelanja dan dibelanja teacher, yg penting observation teacher menjadik (korg memang pelakon terbaik la), n korang sumer terbaik.
Tapi dalam banyak2 yg nampak ikhlas is Iskandar , diam matang, kalau teacher kalut n serabut, ada tukang tlg ingatkan. HAHA.

Yg best, teacher berjaya buat yg pendiam bercakap dgn teacher, Ibnu, Haikal and Avinder.

Happy.
Xsabar ne nak tinggalkan korang. kih3.

Sembang tu Temberang. Pergi buat kerja sekarang.

Relakan hati...
Sedarkan jiwa...
Bangunkan minda..
Gerakkan aksi...
Apa guna segala angan,
Kalau tiada jalannya tangan.

:V

Pernah dulu ku bilang...
Aku tau kau ada.
Aku tau kau siapa.
Tidak perlu kau berpura.

Sengaja aku biarkan.
Hingga hari ini aku nampak sendiri.
Double konfirmasi untuk diri sendiri.
Identiti kau kini kau rabakkan.
Funny.

Aku tau kau ada.
Aku tau kau siapa.

Kau mungkin terlupa,
Bila kau suka akan seseorang,
Maka hadirlah deria keenam,
Deria ajaib umpama radar,
Tapi cukup hidungku untuk mengesan keberadaanmu.
Hahaha seram.

Jadi sia2 aku suka pada kau,
Jika pasal kau pun aku xleh decipher?

Suka aku pada kau pun dah sia2, agaknya.
Ha ha.

Kau dan :v

#twitter

Jangan jatuhku berbuai

Jika Kau izinkan aku dibuai rasa ini,
Peliharalah aku.
Jangan Kau biarkan aku hanyut.
Jangan Kau biarkan aku terluka.

Stupid positive hope

When you know something is not achieveable,
But you still put hope,
Is that positive?
Is that stupid?
Is hope is the only thing left for losers?

I don't know why.
Of watching #gerfra tonight make me come up with #ger will beat the shit out of #fra for 3-1, BUT
I still go for #fra
Scream for #fra
Support my #fra
Like we have connections
Like #fra has the chance of winning big
Despite all expert predictions
And the tragic ending

The feeling is like choosing an ordinary boy over a full-package all rounder boy.
And it feels positive.
And it feels I am on the right choice.

And it reminds me
How I hope that
I can still get ur texts and replies
I can exchange glances and smiles with you
I can exchange some small word with you
Let us talk about camera and the world again and again
And lemme know how you feels.

Though this bring me nowhere,
Though I know the ending,
Though I know it is me who will got all affected.
Though I know you would not care, not a bit.
I am born of this stupidity and positivity
I dont know if it is good or bad for me.
But God will let me figure out eventually,
Gradually.

My tracks

Nekadlah aku meletakkan lagu 'Hapus Aku-Nidji' kerna aku x mungkin memiliki kamu.

Tapi kadang aku terleka dibuai manisnya seorang kamu sehingga hariku bertemakan lagu 'Tentang Seseorang'.

Kadang sampai terkhayal ku mendengar 'Sight of The Sun-Fun' dan '4 Real-Avril Lavigne' dan 'Things I Never Say-Avril Lavigne'.

Tapi, siapalah aku.

Tapi nanti bila tiba masanya akan aku tinggalkan kamu dengan lagu 'Aku yang Asing-Hujan' agar kamu tahu isi hati daku.

Dan kamu akan aku tinggalkan.
Doakan aku jumpa yg selayaknya dgnku.

(:

Beautiful creation

Mata sepet.
Gigi taring.
Bila senyum jadi apalah pada organ2 tersebut?

Jadi indah, padahal memang sedia indah dah tu. subhanallah.

Haha. Amboi.

Tapi mata bola ojil jua yg manis.
Apa ada pada sepet korea.
Gigi kapak saya lagi manis.
Sudah nama Tuhan yg buat kan.

oh hey

Laksana seketul bawang,
Kau biar helaian diri dirobek satu persatu,
Sungguh misterius,
Kau buat aku tertangis,
Tapi aku tegar,
Biar ku robek kau sampai ke helaian terakhir,
Dengan izin Tuhan.
Biar aku nikmati kau,
Saat aku mencampak kau sebagai rencah ke dalam hidup aku.

Kalau kami jadi tempat

My lil sis came up with something nonsensical yet cute.
She said imagine if every one of us is to be named after the name of places, what will our family members get?

Well she put it this way:

Kalau ayah, ayah boleh jadi BANK, sebab he is the sole breadwinner, provide us with money to keep on living, hehe

Kalau ibu, sama dengan RESTORAN. sebab she is the one who cook good meal for the family.

Kalau adik, adik akan jadi PUSAT HIBURAN, sebab adik pandai melawak, buat korang gelak dan terhibur dengan telatah adik,

dan untuk Along.. (me)

Along leh jadi BUTIK sebab along ada pakaian yang melambak2 dan suka sangat shopping baju2 yang x perlu kan..

LULZ

I've got myself a BOUTIQUE.
Somehow, I was hoping that my sis will give me a BOOKSTORE,
barulah rasa intelek sikit, represent kedai ilmu.

Ini rasa sedikit bimbo,
padahal aku melawa pun xpandai.
lol

Syok sendiri. Ssss.

Bila crush kau dr zaman batu,
Ucap benda mcm ne dgn ikhlas,
Apa kau rasa?
Hahaha.
Gila kau lau x suka.
Ecstasy sekejap.
Dan kemudian kembali ke realiti.
Ouch.

Every Single Time YOU feel like Quitting.

Kau dan tanggungjawab.
Bila kau lari,
Sampai sudah pun,
Tetap kau juga yang kena jawab.
Jadi jangan kau lari lagi,
Jadilah seorang dewasa yang ohsem dan cool,
Kerna apa yang kau dapat ini dah tentu bersebab.



You are responsbile for EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE you get yourself into.

Jika aku pilih kau, pastinya aku betanggungjawab dengan pilihan aku.

Busuk tapi SEDAP. EMMM.

Dari umur baby sampai awal dewasa ne, 

Mungkin juga sampai tua,

Bantal busuk sentiasa ada,

dan sentiasa membesar ikut saiz badan aku.

Bantal busuk simpan segala rahsia.

Bila aku gelak, aku tekap muka guna dia.

Bila aku sakit, bersin campur hingus suma bersatu macam aku sembur pada tisu

Bila aku sedih, air mata aku lap pada dia serupa aku guna tuala.

Bila aku malu tapi suka, aku tersengih2 macam orang gila tapi hanya dia yang tahu.

Bila aku geram, aku jerit kuat kuat, mujur dia tiada telinga, kalau tidak mesti dah lama dia pekak.

Makin hari, bau dia makin wangi, makin aku suka,

Tiap kali aku bangun pagi, 

tika itu jugakla deria hidu aku terangsang.

EMMM sedapnya!

Banyak benda yang bantal busuk tau. (: