Saturday, January 12, 2013

Finding new owner. :') SOLD


Handsome kiddo aite?
Me letting this sweetheart go for good price
After all our sweet moments.

-> Want To Sell / WTS <-- span="span">
【ITEM(s)】 NIKON D5100 DSLR
【Package includes】Body,

                              18-55mm AF-S lens, 
                              4gb SONY Memory Card Class 10, 
                              HAIDA UV Filter (Added),
                              Charger,
                              Golden box and small accessories. Complete set.
                              Screen has been TINTED. Cleaning Accesories like blower and Wiping Cloth included.
【Price】RM 1650
【Warranty】Nil
【Dealing method】COD or POST
【Seller's location】Ipoh, Perak
【Contact method/details】
【Age of item(s)】6 months.
【Item(s) conditions】11/10. Tip Top. In great care.
【Reason for sale】Funding.

【SC】5K.


Korang leh review sendiri n baca spec dia kat:

http://www.nikon.com.my/en_MY/product_details.page?DCRPath=templatedata/en_MY/saleable_product_information/data/Digital%20SLR%20Cameras/D5100.xml&CategoryID=gp11zl1l

http://snapsort.com/cameras/Nikon-D5100

Personally recommended, and ada menang award best beginner DSLR model lagi tue, wa cakap lu.
6 bulan dengan dia, serius aku jatuh cinta.
Here is one of OUR masterpieces....haha...ne SOCC. No Edit2 k.



Layan kan warna n sharpness dia?

Model ne jugak best sebab dia ada macam2 features syok like miniature, cartoon effect, n u can straight edit n crop n macam2 dari dalam cam.
efek yang syok is SELECTED COLOR, in which kau hanya hi-lite, warna2 yang kao kenan je. like RED standing out daripada background yang hitam.
Kau nak buat bibir hitam pun boleh. HAHA.


Nampak x aku highlight warna apa je tue?

Honestly, I am letting this good pal go after thousand times thinking and considering and dilly-dallying.
Jujur, punyala sayang nak jual kot.
Aku punyala banyak moment n great shots I got because of this handsome pal.

Tapi memikirkan praktikaliti DSLR yang kinda berat untuk aku yang pemalas n selalu sengal2 badan n lasak pulak tue, aku rasa cam yg lebih ringan or compact would do a better job for me.

So, find yourself a better reliable owner and have a good life, shoot cool best pics!



Thursday, January 10, 2013

The gila people. Unexpected.

One time we easily got so clicked,
Another we just lose it.
Satu kepala yang biasa gila2
Sampai masa ada juga gaduh bagai nak gila.
XD

Still...we can learn from this..
"Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back back, back back, back to the start."

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Public Darul Trouble.

Tandas awam. Public transport. Pakwe/ Awek awam. Eh?
Ikut knowledge, semua orang waras greatly understood kot apa maksud awam ne.
Semua yang ada dalam satu2 kelas or komuniti or tempat or negara or region to berhak ke atas sesuatu kemudahan setelah kemudahan itu dilabel sebagai AWAM.
Kau boleh...so aku pun boleh la..sama2 ada hak....that concept...
Tapi x semua orang boleh tunjukkan in action how greatly they understood what a public property means.

Malaysia yg terkenal dgn 3rd class mentality nya aku xpayah nak ulas lagi kot.
Semua orang tau dah kot kenapa kalau2 rakyat tanah tumpah darahku ne suffer from batu karang.
So, I would shrink the matter down to kejiranan aku.
Facilities tahap zero, bukan nak komplen saja2...tengok saja dah tau...apa lagi aku yg hadap hari2...
Usia punya lama, ala2 Harry Potter style, bangunan warisan lah katakan.
So far aku ok, syukur I can keep up, even mulut aku bebel2 jugak. haha.
Cuz pada aku biarlah tahap facilities ko mcm mana sekalipun, tapi asal ko tau make the best of it, everything wud be fine...(Ok...kadang2 ne kurang realisitk)
Serupa macam ne lah, kao xde duit, tapi kao leh happy, sebab kau just bersyukur dgn apa yg kau ada...
Tapi time ko pegang duit, macam2 ko nak beli kan? mcm2 ko nak makan kan? cam2 tempat ko nak travel kan? sume ne ko da plot lam kepala la....

Masalah crops up bila tandas n bilik air kejiranan aku old skool ditambah dgn hardcorenya kami guna facilities tue.
Satu, air kecik (slow waterflow)
Bila air kecik, ko amik masa lama nak siapkan bisnes kao.
Amik masa lama, orang len bengang tunggu kao.
Sebab zaman skrg ne semuanya kiasu.

Dua, perangai cop mengecop.
Letak baldi or lempar tuala kat pintu bilik air.
Ini sign 'RESERVED :  NO ENTRY' ah kononnya.
Bukan untuk lepas tekak diri sendiri je tapi tuk roomet tersayang.
Ini sangat inconsiderate bila kau berkongsi dgn satu kejiranan yg ada puluh2 members tapi ada 3 bilik air.
Perangai2 ne kadang2 aku malas layan, bila desperate, aku buat bodoh je kat baldi yg ada depan pintu tue. At least aku xsepak ok ah. It should be like " First come, First Serve punya concept lah." Haiya.

Tiga, perangai semua bisnes nak setel lam bilik air.
Cuci muka, gosok gigi, gosok segala, pakai baju dan anak2nya
Semua bantai nak buat dalam tue. Amalan ne boleh nak apply kalao kita xbersharing or kao x mandi kat PEAK HOURS.
BTW, aku sedia paham sebab kejiranan kami bukan terdiri dari semua yang muslim, jd batasan aurat agak kena jaga. So ada yang terpaksa took a longer time to get dress up inside.
Aku? Hmmm....

Empat, semua bantai nak guna facility time PEAK HOURS.
Pukul 7 pagi n 7 malam adalah waktu feberet kejiranan aku bersidai kat perkarangan water closet warisan kitorang tue.
Jadilah jam and long q untuk kami.
Hal ini boleh dielak, jika ada yang beralah nak bangun awal, mandi awal dan segalanya awal.
Masalahnya, aku pun x sebagus mana nak jadi seawal itu, aku pun turut serta dalam kemeriahan ini.

Lima, kedengaran agak kotor, yes it is JIJIK. Disgusting enuf. Warning!
Arkitek lama2 design bilik air HP ne in a way, lubang dia hanya ada dekat bilik air terhujung.
Which means, air dari bilik air pertama, akan lalu pada bilik air kedua, n next disalurkan n next as in my case akan sampai pada bilik air ketiga.
N air yang lalu tue sudah tentulah bukan air mutlak tapi air terpakai. Benda macam ne xleh nak dielak, so love it, hate it, ko redha je lah. Melainkan ko komplen kat pihak atasan dia nak layan dia kasi roboh kita wat bathroom baru.
Tapi benda yang xtahan is, bila benda tue senang je, someone make shit, terus jadi trouble.
Aku xpaham how not civil ada manusia yang boleh pee in the bathroom, Yes, pee. Lagi haram lao dia duduk kat bilik air No.1.
Tiba2 ada cecair keemasan lalu dekat the channel masa kau2 tgah feel mandi.
Lepas tue pass pulak kat bilik air sebelah sampailah cecair tue menjumpai jalan keluar bila dia jumpa lubang.
How gross is that sight.
Entahlah. Manusia yg buat onar kat bilik air no.1 tue x tau malu kot kat manusia bilik air no.2 n 3. Haru2.

Enam, perangai suka abuse pad sanitary punya bin.
Bilik air pompuan je eksklusif ada menda ne, tapi korang kenal kot camna rupanya.
Beselah bin, fungsi dia telan benda2 kotor dengan tujuan nak kasi bersih persekitaran kau.
Tapi bila kau salah guna, kau buang dengan cara kurang civil, maka trouble trouble trouble come visiting.
Yknow, pad got some of sticky part tuk dilekat2...bila ada yang pakai buang bogel camtue aje, payahlah...some dont bother nak balut dgn paper or any proper plastic...so part2 sticky ne akan melekat kat top part of the bin n berkumpul kat situ..so nampak macam bin tue dah penuh la...padahal kat bawah tue kosong...tue agak musykil, semalam bin tue kosong, baru ganti, the next day, tgok2 dah penuh.
I was like...Peh, holiday sungguh jiran2 aku.
Orang yang selerenggara bin pad ne pulak kosongkan bin tu once a week je.
So selalunya overload lah bin tue...melimpah ruah bawa ke lantai... :(
So dah tak achieve objective. FAIL

Tujuh, perangai harcore mcm WWE punya gegel. haha!
Ganas weh, terlebih energy punya pasal kot.
Paip patah, pintu kopak, lantai pecah, name it! macam2 ada.
Hahaha. Okay blame how old the bathroom is.

I think I had enough elaboration about the issue.
The word Public should come with RESPONSIBLE, TOLERANCE, AND CONSIDERATION.
But how percent of that is really taking place in our society?




Post-Crying

Mata perempuan sangat cantik lepas dia nangis.
So puppy eyes.
Sayu, kesian
The whole face even.
Hidung dia merah, sambil dia sedut2 srot3 bunyi hingus tue.
Tapi dia still senyum.
Comel rasanya.

*Wink at Mirror*

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Of being Realistic, not Idealishit. 2

There is one lecturer taught us on learning theory.
Maybe salah satu teori nak mengajar ne ialah kena SENTIASA bermuka manis n tersenyum agar anda kelihatan mesra n x menakutkan. (THE IDEA)
So, dia pun apply lah kat kitorg.
Senyum je sepanjang lecture sampai kitorg tertanya2 dia ni x reti nak marah ke?
Cuz aku kat belakang duk nguyah2 biskut...
Member aku  duk (ok ada bermacam2 aktiviti to be honest)
But as a sense of respect, kitorg buat undercover la benda2 ne...
N kalau dia tanya kitorg respon baik punya
Tho sometimes, we people bagi 20% concentration je pada kelas dia.
Itu pun da kira banyak pada aku.
Tapi ikut realistiknya, teori pembelajaran dia fail lah kan, cuz kitorg bukan la sepenuhnya engaged lam her class...instead kitorg buat benda len. KEKE.

Sigh.
Aku tau komplen je.
Sampai turn aku pulak nti, karma shoots back double or even more.
Welcome hell.

Anyway her perseverance to
KEEP CALM N KEEP SMILING WHILE LECTURING
is something to be adored (:

Of being Realistic, not Idealishit.

Orang in love selalu came up dengan benda2 bullshit.
They are some bunch of MAD MAD PEOPLE.
Dorang x make sense n irrational.
Contohnya:
Lautan berapi sanggup ku renangi.
Itu super-hyperbole terlampau.

As in my case,
Ada orang cakap,

"If somebody truly loves you, they are willing to do EVERYTHING for you as long as you are happy."

Statement ne pada aku 50-50.
Betul n Bullshit.

Betul sebab ko akan berusaha sedaya upaya to maintain n keep up the relationship till the extend ko trust n share almost everyting, spend on dia, beli hadiah, bawak p jalan2, topup, calls, dari sorg yg kaku ko tiba2 if pandai melawak such n such. Serba sedikit ko akan berubah as you are trying to fit in dengan dia. Kira banyak la labur n berkorban ne. Fuh.

Bullshit sebab kadang2 bila you go against nature (Kadang2 ada situation ko xleh nak control - contoh mcm ko x dpt permit nak g date, or hari ko nak outing tu ada ribut petir la pulak), or trying too hard.
benda2 ne jadi macam satu bentuk pembaziran lak, in monetary terms, masa, n such. Nanti ko letih.

Ko bayangkan. Ko keje from 9-5.
Ko balik2 kena drive lagi. Rumah ko jauh.
Sampai umah, xde orang nak sambut. Ko kena masak tuk dinner.
Nak beli boleh aje, tapi kadang2 mana la ko nak tahan hadap makanan2 yg dahla x berapa nak sihat, mahal pulak tue.
Lepas tue nak urus umah lagi, urus diri, prepare tuk keje next day.
Sampai kadang2 ko nak ada masa tuk diri sendiri pun payah.

Aku yg student, yg dikatanya ada banyak masa free (lum sampai musim nak bz lagi memang ah)
pun kadang2 letih dengan jadual yg pack cam tin sardin. And kalao ada hari yg free n xde heavy subject, time tue la nak buat something tuk diri sendiri.
Ada masa, untuk aku lah...aku rasa punya la malas n demotivated...sampai nak bercakap pun malas...aku la tue... arrrgh...

Thats why kadang2...bila aku x dapat steady good moment..like nafkah calls or mesej....aku cool.
Pada aku...orang yang cakap

"No matter how buzy you are, you will still allocate a time for your loved ones"

Again, 50-50

Ada hari aku letih nak mati, aku kalao boleh xnak bercakap dengan dia.
Ko pun tau bila ko not in a good mood. Physically, mentally n emotionally tired, ko buat apa pun xjadi.
Kalau boleh aku nak tunggu time yang I CAN GIVE ALL MY BEST to make a damn good rocking moment with them.
Ko dah letih half dead walking zombie, ko lagi nak pegi spend good time dgn dia? Silap2 ko buat dia jadi lauk makan malam. Bila ko letih, yu tend to reflect to others. So, baik pegi tido recharge battery.

But again, ada masa, bila aku rindu, aku buat 60second call je tuk dengar suara dia(or mereka), n everything goes well, n I wish Good Night, as simple as that.

And kadang2, bila dia (or mereka) make an effort to call, even how letih yu are, ko xkan tunjuk n ko pun fake-kan suara ko, so that he knows you are well.
Benda ne aku selalu buat kat ibu, tapi kuasa PSIKIK
seorang ibu, she knows straight away when her daughter feels K.O. Mang xleh sorok la plus aku fail menipu.So my point is.
WE NEED TO BE REALISTIC
INSTEAD OF IDEALISTIC.

Ko boleh bgtau org yg ko syg yang ko boleh TERBANG merentas masa semata2 nak spend good moment together sedangkan masa tue ko ada komitmen dengan esaimen x siap lagi n besok lak tue nak kena hantar.
So awal2 lagi ko dah x realistik.
Tapi ko bagi idea pada si dia yang shuweet2 aje
that everything gonna happen well, like I will be there for you like no matter happen.
Sedangkan, idea tue ko nak REALISASIKAN PUN X BOLEH, kalao ikut logik.

Cuma, selalunya best jadi idealistic ne, semua yang keluar, semuanya manis2. ^___^
Well, depends.





Monday, January 7, 2013

Label for Malaysian Students ku oh.

Aku student.
Aku malas.
Baca pun malas.
Masuk kelas ngantuk. 
Suka port belakang.
Isnin we got this Monday's blues lah konon.
Lecturer bebel kat depan, kitorg bebel jugak sekali kat belakang.
Xpun diam layan ngantuk.

Lepas tue lecturer tanya...
Paham ke?
Kami hangguk kan aje
Maybe betul2 paham, paham2, buat2 paham or langsung xpaham
So many degrees of understanding.

N then lecturer open up discussion
minta idea...or TAGIH idea...
Semua diam...
Lecturer komplen...
"What has gotten into you guys?"
Demotivated n pemalas gilaaaaaa. Sumpah.

It happens.
Sometimes. Some people, It definitely is occurring.

Kadang tue bukan kami x tau.
Sometimes ada blues, mood, 
Entah ke kami prob...Homesick ke...who knows?

BTW
MALAYSIAN STUDENTS ARE ALWAYS PICTURED IN THESE KIND OF WAYS:
1. Passive
2. MELAYU = MALAS
3. Lazy to / Do not bother / Do not have awareness to read
4. " to ask
5. " to voice out ideas
6. " to voice out DISSATISFACTION. They would rather talk among themselves. KUTUK2 session. Fuh, lagi sedap jumpa orang yang sekepala, mcm2 dia tembak. In the end, masalah x selesai jugak, maka dia kutuk2 lah lagi. Kutuk je lebih, counter attack xde. How coward kan.
7. PEMALU. Blergh. Kadang2 malu x kena tempat
8. Ikut orang. Pengaruh kawan2 ne kuat. Lao kawan dia diam, dia pun diam. Lao kawan dia join n nak bagi idea, dia pun sibuk2lah nak tolong habiskan ayat tue.
9. Kurang tahu ISU. Suka bukak FACEbook dari portal2 berfaedah.

The Art in Me.

Left or right? or Up or bottom? Lol
Yang bawah, yg nampak retard tue aku lukis n modify.
Yang epal perfekto tue, model aku, Aku print bnw.
Basically, aku x lukis sangat pun, aku TIRU je. Tapi x menjadi the exact 100% la.
Quite importantly, aku xdela smpai TEKAP. Tue lagi hina. EH? lol,


Super disaster. Big time challenge.
This sem ada subjek seni since we guys big probably r doing art for our minor.
Aku yang tangan keras cam kayu terpaksa meleburkan tangan tuk kelembutan ayu demi membolehkan lukisan aku dihadam dan diterima ramai n yang penting lecturer, the big boss.

Oh ya...
Aku agak underestimate my ability.
History said aku penah sekali (or maybe twice) dpt A lam, subjek PSV
So, aku x konfiden aku leh master this course.

Tapi3...
After all it is not that bad...
Banyak benda leh kao belajar.

Aku x berapa malu nak tayang hasil aku yg x seberapa
Cuz I know I have tried my best
Tapi3..
aku malu nak tayang the behind the scene penghasilan sesuatu karya itu
Malu org tengok the hardship, I shed blood n tears kah3
Nampak seksa n susah payah sgt nak siapkan sumtin.
So, yg tue xleh tunjuk, Nti kantoi la betapa x cool nya aku. har3.

Lagi satu aku belajar about there's nothing PERFECT.
Y'know..bila ko lukis masa zaman muda mudi2 dulu...
lukis nak perfek je...epal tue simetri...sama je...xde cacat celanya...
Cam lam gambar KARTUN
Maybe dorg wat camtu sebab nak bagi gambaran yang mudah to kids, this is how an apple looks like

Tapi bila aku perati n lukis balik betul2
N lukis as orang dewasa, which is lebih REALISTIK ah kononnya
I realized ada banyak imperfection
Contoh bentuk dia x simetri,
Besar kanan, kecik kiri, berulat, ada kena gigit, x rata, yada yada yada
And you will value those imperfections more.
KOT.
hehe. (:

The Revival.

Old blog. Old layout. Old same person writing.
But,
Less hassle, less shit (I'm not sure)

After done with 'spring cleaning'.
Mual aku tengok post2 lama.
Ada comel, ada gedik, ada mengada, semuanya menyumbang kepada kemuntahan,
Still, two posts was succesfully saved.
Posts tue ada value, sayang pulak nak buang.
Yang childish talks tue all successfully flushed down the bin with just a click.

Ada rasa2 nak menulis kat blog org malas a.k.a Tumblr.
Tapi, blog ne layout dia semua, aku design sendiri kot, (eleh copy paste html je pun)
Before ada lagu pic so n so yg konon2nya benda2 comel.
Now, aku delete all those stuff, serabut I must say.
Blog ne ada value somehow to me.
From 2009 until now. Tukar url, gaining followers. sampai chatbox pun aku revived.
All in all, ada rasa sayang.
So, I will be writing back in here.
Whenever I feel like doing so.
And, about not writing in a childish manner, I can't guarantee.
Alah orang tua pun ada masa time feel cam budak2 jugak.
It's just right. Feels right. Perfect.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Stubborn


Rain fell heavily.
The girl drenched in rain. Waiting. From hope that turn into boring tiredness and a little anger.
The boy. Walking. Towards the girl. Holding a cup of hot coffee. But the girl's wish was too see him walking with fireworks in hand. Her wish was not granted.
Because of the anger that exploded in her, the coffee fell. Just like the rain. Onto her hand. and onto him.
In silence was the boy. He only wanted the girl TO THINK. without mentioning what he have worked on all these time.
They broke up on that rainy cold night. Despondent farewell.
From that moment, the girl doesn't drink coffee anymore. Doesn't give any attention to the feeling to the silent poor boy.
Therefore, they decided to take their own new path.

Deleting all the memories of the boy in her head.
People ask: What is your best love experience?
She answers: I don't have any. My last time b0yfriend DOESN'T KNOW the meaning of ROMANTIC.

Time flies fast. She nearly got rid of him from her mind.
Years later, she got married. She was gifted with a beautiful child.

One rainy night.
Her daughter really wanted to see firewoks.
She smiled.
Her daughter is just like her. Inheritance.
She is just as STUBBORN as her mother.

Therefore, she brought her daughter to buy one.
From one shop to another.
Tired.
They just couldn't find even one. Her daughter start to throw tantrum. Angry.

Finally, she reached a shop with owned by an old lady.
She ask : Do you have fireworks?
Old lady nodded.
Her daughter smiled in joy. Her wish was granted.

She took the fireworks by hand, smiling.
She: You know what, I have gone all the way to many shops just to find these fireworks so to fulfill her wish. Shop by shop, we couldn't find one till we reach your shop.
Old lady: You know why only my shop do sell these fireworks? Years ago, there was a boy who came to my shop in rainy evening like this. He said he had search the fireworks all over the shops in the town but he couldn't find any. He wanted to buy those for a stubborn girl. But I said I don't sell any. He cried at the moment he left this shop. Looking at his upset face, I felt sorry. From that moment, I will book some fireworks even for a little. 10 years has gone, You are the first to ask for the fireworks.

Silent.
She now cannot run from the silence and grief and sorrow. AND GUILT.
What the boy want the girl to think about 10 years ago has finally revealed.
She leaned against the wall seeing her daughter played around with the fireworks.
Too many memories has that she is getting rid of her mind. Too many.
She can even taste the 10-years-ago hot and sweet coffee at the tip of her tongue.
Everything is vivid. Her feeling, His feeling. What he had done. His sacrifices.
She cries heavily.
Just like the night. It's raining heavily.



Don't cry heavily readers. This story isn't mine.
Im just translating and editing it a bit. Presenting it on my way.
Sharing this sad love story to my readers (:

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