Jangan jatuhku berbuai

Jika Kau izinkan aku dibuai rasa ini,
Peliharalah aku.
Jangan Kau biarkan aku hanyut.
Jangan Kau biarkan aku terluka.

Stupid positive hope

When you know something is not achieveable,
But you still put hope,
Is that positive?
Is that stupid?
Is hope is the only thing left for losers?

I don't know why.
Of watching #gerfra tonight make me come up with #ger will beat the shit out of #fra for 3-1, BUT
I still go for #fra
Scream for #fra
Support my #fra
Like we have connections
Like #fra has the chance of winning big
Despite all expert predictions
And the tragic ending

The feeling is like choosing an ordinary boy over a full-package all rounder boy.
And it feels positive.
And it feels I am on the right choice.

And it reminds me
How I hope that
I can still get ur texts and replies
I can exchange glances and smiles with you
I can exchange some small word with you
Let us talk about camera and the world again and again
And lemme know how you feels.

Though this bring me nowhere,
Though I know the ending,
Though I know it is me who will got all affected.
Though I know you would not care, not a bit.
I am born of this stupidity and positivity
I dont know if it is good or bad for me.
But God will let me figure out eventually,
Gradually.

My tracks

Nekadlah aku meletakkan lagu 'Hapus Aku-Nidji' kerna aku x mungkin memiliki kamu.

Tapi kadang aku terleka dibuai manisnya seorang kamu sehingga hariku bertemakan lagu 'Tentang Seseorang'.

Kadang sampai terkhayal ku mendengar 'Sight of The Sun-Fun' dan '4 Real-Avril Lavigne' dan 'Things I Never Say-Avril Lavigne'.

Tapi, siapalah aku.

Tapi nanti bila tiba masanya akan aku tinggalkan kamu dengan lagu 'Aku yang Asing-Hujan' agar kamu tahu isi hati daku.

Dan kamu akan aku tinggalkan.
Doakan aku jumpa yg selayaknya dgnku.

(:

Beautiful creation

Mata sepet.
Gigi taring.
Bila senyum jadi apalah pada organ2 tersebut?

Jadi indah, padahal memang sedia indah dah tu. subhanallah.

Haha. Amboi.

Tapi mata bola ojil jua yg manis.
Apa ada pada sepet korea.
Gigi kapak saya lagi manis.
Sudah nama Tuhan yg buat kan.

oh hey

Laksana seketul bawang,
Kau biar helaian diri dirobek satu persatu,
Sungguh misterius,
Kau buat aku tertangis,
Tapi aku tegar,
Biar ku robek kau sampai ke helaian terakhir,
Dengan izin Tuhan.
Biar aku nikmati kau,
Saat aku mencampak kau sebagai rencah ke dalam hidup aku.

Kalau kami jadi tempat

My lil sis came up with something nonsensical yet cute.
She said imagine if every one of us is to be named after the name of places, what will our family members get?

Well she put it this way:

Kalau ayah, ayah boleh jadi BANK, sebab he is the sole breadwinner, provide us with money to keep on living, hehe

Kalau ibu, sama dengan RESTORAN. sebab she is the one who cook good meal for the family.

Kalau adik, adik akan jadi PUSAT HIBURAN, sebab adik pandai melawak, buat korang gelak dan terhibur dengan telatah adik,

dan untuk Along.. (me)

Along leh jadi BUTIK sebab along ada pakaian yang melambak2 dan suka sangat shopping baju2 yang x perlu kan..

LULZ

I've got myself a BOUTIQUE.
Somehow, I was hoping that my sis will give me a BOOKSTORE,
barulah rasa intelek sikit, represent kedai ilmu.

Ini rasa sedikit bimbo,
padahal aku melawa pun xpandai.
lol

Syok sendiri. Ssss.

Bila crush kau dr zaman batu,
Ucap benda mcm ne dgn ikhlas,
Apa kau rasa?
Hahaha.
Gila kau lau x suka.
Ecstasy sekejap.
Dan kemudian kembali ke realiti.
Ouch.

Every Single Time YOU feel like Quitting.

Kau dan tanggungjawab.
Bila kau lari,
Sampai sudah pun,
Tetap kau juga yang kena jawab.
Jadi jangan kau lari lagi,
Jadilah seorang dewasa yang ohsem dan cool,
Kerna apa yang kau dapat ini dah tentu bersebab.



You are responsbile for EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE you get yourself into.

Jika aku pilih kau, pastinya aku betanggungjawab dengan pilihan aku.

Busuk tapi SEDAP. EMMM.

Dari umur baby sampai awal dewasa ne, 

Mungkin juga sampai tua,

Bantal busuk sentiasa ada,

dan sentiasa membesar ikut saiz badan aku.

Bantal busuk simpan segala rahsia.

Bila aku gelak, aku tekap muka guna dia.

Bila aku sakit, bersin campur hingus suma bersatu macam aku sembur pada tisu

Bila aku sedih, air mata aku lap pada dia serupa aku guna tuala.

Bila aku malu tapi suka, aku tersengih2 macam orang gila tapi hanya dia yang tahu.

Bila aku geram, aku jerit kuat kuat, mujur dia tiada telinga, kalau tidak mesti dah lama dia pekak.

Makin hari, bau dia makin wangi, makin aku suka,

Tiap kali aku bangun pagi, 

tika itu jugakla deria hidu aku terangsang.

EMMM sedapnya!

Banyak benda yang bantal busuk tau. (:

Poyo, geli, tapi semua orang rasa. Kisah crush budak2.

Saw you from a distance
I know I had no chance
Have got no valid reason to remember you
But you are one of the kind
And wonders made you stay in my mind

First sight, in a gymnasium
Where it suddenly felt like city of love called Rome
I were doing the sit up
But all my senses caught you up
As you instructed me to hurry up

Added you in Facebook profile
I stalked you but I never went wild
Oh, you have got a girlfriend but never mind
Because I have never thought that you can ever be mine

You wear Chuck Taylor
You play Soccer
You wear cap
You read LejenPress and I knew you put on ur thinking cap
You drive Viva
Your favourite football player is Di Maria

You play guitar                                                    You have camera                                                You capture beautiful things                               You are a good writer                                             So well, I know you are writing those beautiul words for her

I know I made a good FBI agent
Dun blame me, because you yourself was a legend
You have what I am looking in a man
But hey, one day I will have my own man

Thanks for all this time
You have been so kind
Its okay if you dont know or remember me
As long as I am happy
That we did share something in common
As long as I am happy
About you giving me some likes and comments on my chuck taylor picture
on my instagram

Love could stay one way
But it gets more beautiful if it goes reciprocal
I would go my own unique way
Pray for me that my way go all magical (:

Goodluck and goodbye
I promise this will forever stay in past tense
But you must stay the way you are.
Take care.

Background music : "Aku yang Asing." - Hujan