3 is my lucky number

3 months is too short to conlude,

but it is all wonderful and worthwhile.

3 months ago, I went to Tapah with heavy feeling.

Today, I never know I will leave Tapah with even heavier heart.

Tapah does not offer me good cafe s, good karaoke places or gigantic shopping malls.

But it does offer me a great deal of good moments with big hearted people.

I live well with good moments here.

3 months of celibating from pointless entertainment and I happily made it.

We lived an adequate life here and I feel content. And my pocket is just as content.

By one brief look, I would say my school I was assigned to is small, forlorn and boring.

I was proven wrong that it offers more than its size.

Betullah kata orang x kenal maka x cinta.

The small community glued the people into a strong bond. I can help saying I found a family here. They offered not only good food, free rides, jokes, help, advises, care, but they did leave me with good experience and memory. I feel cared and loved. I swear I do not mind being posted here if this school is just as this wonderful.

A practicum should be rough. It is but I made it through with good people. I feel good. Miss you guys. Miss the teachers, pupils, the canteen people, the gardeners, and not the forget my practicum partner.

I feel a lot more sincere this time around. I did not mind entering class out of schedule, I did not mind doing something extra. I painted extra murals than what we are asked to. I gave something extra to the pupils even I never taught some of them.  I went from printing with fast mode to printing a big, clear worksheet for my pupils. It may not sounded smart, but I feel content with what I have done.

I never thought of becoming a teacher. It sounded silly, but I admit that all these practicums have turned me better. I even feel natural when I teach. Ahhhh...silly reflection..haha

Sebab itu buat ape pun kene MODERATE

nak tekel makwe, kena rilek.
jgn terlampau try hard n fast n furious n gelojoh nanti dia terkejut lepastu takut lepas tu malas layan kau.

sebagai pakwe, selain konfiden kau kenalah maintain macho n atst show ur power n charm. n yg penting kau respek n bagi ruang tuk makwe tu respon. never ever push. kalau degil push jugak, lepas tu ke gaung la dia push engkau. guna teknik chipsmore, bila kau xde, nanti dia cari tu. tapi jgn melampau sampai dia ingat kau ni x sungguh2 pulak. so stay moderate.

kalau masuk friendzone, kau kembangkan masuk zone lain. aku xpaham asal org gagaliskan zone ne. so xyah la kau nak meroyan.
zone ne boleh kita developkan, nak ke depan or ke belakang. dari member2 dpt rase selesa, cari kimia , lepas tu baru syg, lama2 pergila ke jalan yg halal.

dah pegi engkorang dgr lagu jordin sparks - one step at a time

kah3.
aku tulis je, aku bukan paham pun.

Sekejap yang sangat dan hangat

Jantung yang berdegup seronok
Senyum yang tidak lagi boleh sorok.
Ohmai

Vague.

Entah pada siapa2 yg kau tuju, Rasa manis itu bertebaran, Tempias rasa itu terkena padaku, Oh aku bimbang aku yang #perasan .

Can I pick a fight now?

Kau berbicara tentang manners dan sifat munafik.

Sedang kau datang lambat,
lambat yang terlampau,
semasa apa yang kau namakan, temujanji kita.

Ironinya engkau.

Bye is Good.

We're not as close as before..
But I am here whenever you need me..

Actually we were not even there before..
We were not even that close...

But we have tried...millionth times..
N we eventually get hurt n sick...
N we seek remedy out there...

When we see each other,
We see scars...

We are just two souls who cannot keep going together.
One will get hurt, and hurt another, and the cycle will never break.
I am sorry yet I love you.

Of getting a HI gh. 😁

Honey glow on my cheeks
Shivers down to my feet

Was the mall that cold?
Was the air-cond so cold?

I played it all cool
Trying hard not to lose control

Is the escalator moving?
Is the escalator shaking?

But I saw my hand shaking
What is this feeling?

Sekali

sekali dah suka
banyak2 kali akan suka
sebab semua pun start dengan sekali
jadi jangan kau ingat senang untuk tak suka kembali...

Hot

asal budak camera je hot
asal budak archi je hot
asal pandai graphic media editing bla2 je hot
kau dah kenape? haduiii.........
sume salah matlutfi...hang la ne!
ish,

20+10 things about me. (Okay..boring)

1. Easily pissed off, easily cool down.
2. Sensitive.
3. Enjoy eating
4. Enjoy complaining even does not really mean it
5. Have a serious sweet tooth.
6. Love everything and anything about camera.
7. Get easily upset when it comes to faulty gadget.
8. Secretly feeling proud when people come to refer about gadget and techies
9. Whole body not functioning when it comes to sports and adventurous activities
10. Clumsy since first day of born
11. Highly organized but seasonal
12. Slow in making decision. Must consider all sorts of consequences
13. Secretive but give hints and allusions that people would not understand
14. High tolerance and do not like conflict. Easily feeling guilty.
15. Bad at lying. Face is  transparent.
16. Bad at starting conversation unless with the closed ones.
17. Simple at most times.
18. Did not realize of  having many polka dots stuffs until someone point it out and make fun of it
19. Like to listen to favourite songs while travelling far
20. Every significant people and events in life are given theme songs.
21. Romantic but do not know how to show it through actions
22. Like Sony gadget that much after father's doctrine.
23. Like to see people doing sports - the least to do when u can't play sports :')
24. Easily pour feelings in written words form.
25. Does not really say what is inside, because when I go straightforward, people are hurt.
26  Easily influenced to imitate the slang of one's when talking to her/him.
27. Won't pick up calls when tired and buzy. But will call back once all ready.
28. Awkward with old people and new people.
29.Likes to give advice even the one that I did not do. LOL.
30. Academic and grade conscious even I don't look that academic.
31. Sincerely adoring those who create and design like graphic designer, engineer, architect, photographer.