I am a coward.

"I'm.... actually....a coward.
When I watch horror movies, I don't have the courage to open my eyes.
If I go to a high place, my legs will shake.
But for me, the most scary thing is when I CAN'T SEE YOU."

- Song Jong Ki's word for Song Ji Hyo on RM ep.15


Well, can I use these words?
Can you feel what am I trying to express?

You...
Are you reading...?
Can you feel...?

The Art in Me.

Left or right? or Up or bottom? Lol
Yang bawah, yg nampak retard tue aku lukis n modify.
Yang epal perfekto tue, model aku, Aku print bnw.
Basically, aku x lukis sangat pun, aku TIRU je. Tapi x menjadi the exact 100% la.
Quite importantly, aku xdela smpai TEKAP. Tue lagi hina. EH? lol,


Super disaster. Big time challenge.
This sem ada subjek seni since we guys big probably r doing art for our minor.
Aku yang tangan keras cam kayu terpaksa meleburkan tangan tuk kelembutan ayu demi membolehkan lukisan aku dihadam dan diterima ramai n yang penting lecturer, the big boss.

Oh ya...
Aku agak underestimate my ability.
History said aku penah sekali (or maybe twice) dpt A lam, subjek PSV
So, aku x konfiden aku leh master this course.

Tapi3...
After all it is not that bad...
Banyak benda leh kao belajar.

Aku x berapa malu nak tayang hasil aku yg x seberapa
Cuz I know I have tried my best
Tapi3..
aku malu nak tayang the behind the scene penghasilan sesuatu karya itu
Malu org tengok the hardship, I shed blood n tears kah3
Nampak seksa n susah payah sgt nak siapkan sumtin.
So, yg tue xleh tunjuk, Nti kantoi la betapa x cool nya aku. har3.

Lagi satu aku belajar about there's nothing PERFECT.
Y'know..bila ko lukis masa zaman muda mudi2 dulu...
lukis nak perfek je...epal tue simetri...sama je...xde cacat celanya...
Cam lam gambar KARTUN
Maybe dorg wat camtu sebab nak bagi gambaran yang mudah to kids, this is how an apple looks like

Tapi bila aku perati n lukis balik betul2
N lukis as orang dewasa, which is lebih REALISTIK ah kononnya
I realized ada banyak imperfection
Contoh bentuk dia x simetri,
Besar kanan, kecik kiri, berulat, ada kena gigit, x rata, yada yada yada
And you will value those imperfections more.
KOT.
hehe. (:

'Allowance Story'- Parody of 'Love Story'- lyrics

"We were both young when heard about allowance
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
In the bank in front of ATM

See the credits card
See the account book
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say "Oh, no!", little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were borrowing money
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can get allowance
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is fun
You'll be the rich and I'll be the richest
It's allowance story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the McD to see you
We keep quiet ‘cause we're poverty if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape the class for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was stealing burgers
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
Your money everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can get allowance
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is fun
You'll be the rich and I'll be the richest
It's allowance story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This poor is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's allowance story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if allowance ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I check it on the bank of the town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so hungry
I keep waiting for allowance but never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a wallet

And said, eat with me Juliet
You'll never have to be hungry
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go take out your money
It's allowance story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when heard about allowance"

Hey, don't change your page or what yet! This is a really a 'Allowance Story' song derived from the song of 'Love Story' by Taylor Swift. Creatively minted by my ultimately creative friend of mine, Kimi Swift! Thanks to you Mr. Kimi, your piece has been honoured to receive a place in my blog as a new post. XD

This song somehow depicts the uni life of foundation students. And yeah, we've been receiving allowance as a support and thus enjoy!