Stupid positive hope

When you know something is not achieveable,
But you still put hope,
Is that positive?
Is that stupid?
Is hope is the only thing left for losers?

I don't know why.
Of watching #gerfra tonight make me come up with #ger will beat the shit out of #fra for 3-1, BUT
I still go for #fra
Scream for #fra
Support my #fra
Like we have connections
Like #fra has the chance of winning big
Despite all expert predictions
And the tragic ending

The feeling is like choosing an ordinary boy over a full-package all rounder boy.
And it feels positive.
And it feels I am on the right choice.

And it reminds me
How I hope that
I can still get ur texts and replies
I can exchange glances and smiles with you
I can exchange some small word with you
Let us talk about camera and the world again and again
And lemme know how you feels.

Though this bring me nowhere,
Though I know the ending,
Though I know it is me who will got all affected.
Though I know you would not care, not a bit.
I am born of this stupidity and positivity
I dont know if it is good or bad for me.
But God will let me figure out eventually,
Gradually.